Afraid

I'm at the beginning of my semester for Spring 2011. However, I'm more than uneasy about it and I can't shake... I'm afraid, why am I afraid of this success. I have the goals I need and I'm ready to start... I just have this huge fear. Do I fear the failure? No, I've failed in the past... I've also succeeded too. What is this feeling and why can't I shake it? Hopefully, I'll easy my worries tomorrow when I crank out some homework.

Breathe

As I sit in my new room. I can't help but think of my life, where it's been, where it's going, and where I am now. I breathe heavy for my future. My past is a breath of relief. The present, takes my breath away...

While I desire to keep this stream of consciousness going... Alas, my exhaustion is taking hold.... random thoughts?
Why?, Doubt, weakness, piss in the hallway, not good enough, my best friends, I miss them... Never feeling comfortable.
The 11th hour draws near...

Night