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I know I've said before that I'm not happy here, but I'm really depressed here... 8 years of depression... Never feeling like I could be me... or be free to explore anything.... Always having being forced down... Not good enough... Tricked, lied to, cheated... No friends, no brothers... No one to save me or help me... to hang with and share my interests... All because I tried to do to much and now I don't know who I am... and what I've done defines me, but I've done nothing significant... So, again I am left undefined and useless...

Mad World-Gary Jules


Y.I.T.B.